O.K., you've possibly been reading my blog for 1 week, 1 month or close to 1 year (it is Prone's birthday in February) so you've probably been able to tell I have a slight anxiety issue. No worries, it is under close observation and I am very satisfied with the prescription my doctor has given me to subdue my anxiety (T.M.I?? Too bad, so sad).
You may have also found out that my personality is what you call Type A. I love lists, enjoy cleaning, and actually like to organize and color coordinate my closet. Pathetic? I like to call it stability. So it is no wonder that I am always planning ahead or "planning to plan" as I like to refer to it. Although this tactic is great for some and means that I am always on my game, ready for anything, and ridiculously organized, it also means that I spend more time thinking about the future and future events than I do enjoying them and living in the present which leads me to 2012's resolution....
Live in the moment. Live for the now. Enjoy the present.
I need to stop thinking ahead so much and relish in the time I have now. I may not even get to the things I plan so why spent so much time worrying about them when I can't control them?
Seems like a waste of energy when I admit the time I spend consumed in fretting about the future or what is to come. You're not supposed to know every detail of the map laid out for you.
I feel as if I'm sounding wise and inspirational? Is it working? It could just be the fabulous vino I'm inducing in France (M just called me a lush when I asked for a refill of my wine glass...I just shrugged and continued writing).
Okay, vino is kicking in, M is getting ready for bed and encouraging me to do the same.
Love&Luck from France
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